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Fri, Jun. 20th, 2008, 03:51 pm
Depression Update:

I still:

  • Feel like hell
  • Don't know what to do
  • Am whining on livejournal to avoid actually calling anyone and whining to them. (It distributes the annoyance evenly amongst many people instead of heaping all the whine on one person's head.)

I wish I were less stupid.

Thu, Jun. 12th, 2008 11:23 pm (UTC)

Please call me. I want to know about what's happening in July. Did you buy the ticket?

Thu, Jun. 12th, 2008 11:42 pm (UTC)

You can always call me, you know that. Please let me know if you need /anything/ at all.

Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 12:10 am (UTC)
katelennon: You are not stupid. AT ALL

Enough. I shall not permit this; feeling like hell does not mean you're stupid.

And because I said so, it IS SO.

I'm cool like that. I'm all about whining on LJ though, it's a major coping mechanism for relieving the stress of having to deal with so many frakkin' MORONS.


Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 06:34 pm (UTC)
wlotus: Re: You are not stupid. AT ALL

I second this!

Sat, Jun. 14th, 2008 12:52 pm (UTC)
corvus1970: Re: You are not stupid. AT ALL


Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 03:23 am (UTC)

I don't know what's going on but am sending you hugs. Things will get better! They will!

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Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 12:20 pm (UTC)

*hugs* I remember being there. I'm miserable at talking on the phone myself, but if you want to call me or Chris, we'll work something out. ;)

Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 02:10 pm (UTC)

Alright missy. You are allowed to feel bad, like hell, etc etc. In fact, you can feel however you want but none of that = you being stupid. Just human. We are going to have alamo fun tonite, so hang in there! Until then, this should cheer you up

Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 04:31 pm (UTC)

When I feel like this (which is a lot of the time), I keep reminding myself that live is ever-changing. Chances are very strong that things will not keep going like this. They could very well get better. :) It might be a small hope but one to grab and hold.

If you feel stupid because you are sad...I understand that feeling, too...but it doesn't mean you really are stupid. The sadness can do weird things to your self-esteem.

You probably know all of these things, but sometimes, it might be good to hear it from an outside source. :)

Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 05:03 pm (UTC)

I can really relate to what you're talking about, and to feeling stupid because that is where my mind goes too when I feel that way. Though of course I think you're profoundly un-stupid. For whatever it's worth, though it might sound strange coming from somebody you don't know too well, I would like to be of help if there's anything I can do, even if you just feel like talking about stuff. (Don't know if I should post my info here but you can always get it from Rachel or send me a message on here or something should you want to get in touch.)

Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 06:58 pm (UTC)

I know the feeling... my 'issues' are pretty spread out over many people. One story goes to one another to another, no one person really knows all of them. I don't want to 'over whelm' anyone person. Or leave anyone person thinking i'm completely hopelessly nuts.

That said, If you need someone to call. I know we are only acquaintances but that might be good. If you don't have my number let me know (lj) or call Trin.

I hope you feel better soon. You had such an energy about you when i met you that i would hate to think you sad for long.

Fri, Jun. 13th, 2008 07:38 pm (UTC)

You can always come grab a drink with Merry and I at the house I'm taking care of on the south side with a nice swimming pool...